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Haze by s0hu, literature

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Haze

I sneak around the house Flittering my arms like a fairy Jacked on jetfuel [tea made with more sugar than water and a touch of milk] Hovering out to the backyard because both bathrooms in the house are in use Pissing in a bush in the middle of the night while staring up at the stars Wondering what tomorrow will bring Days melt into eachother, weeks merge together, months repeat themselves Get out of bed? Do something? Change? Sometimes it's all you can do to just breathe A paper slides under the door Something fallen behind the old bookshelf. now it's lost in another dimension A feather on my sock. Where did tha

Dreams 101 by s0hu, literature

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Dreams 101

We set a goal before us, a dream, to give a sense of meaning to our life. A chosen direction. An identity. A way of belonging. Something I have always considered weird though.. How most people seem to think they can achieve happiness through some preset standard placed by others. That you can be happy if you earn enough money, drive a big enough car, and have a sound family. And people BELIEVE the lie. How can one scenario work for everyone? WE are all individuals, each brought u

A Tribute to Us by s0hu, literature

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A Tribute to Us

Broken heart beating At about 7pm the light in the room is pretty close to how it looked this morning I'm sorry I only slept two hours last night.. Maybe it's just a defense mechanism, or I'm hoping the sleepiness will relax me That one time we were under the trees and the breeze blew around us Like we were one person, We called it a 'perfect moment'. A mechanism set in place >>>>>>>>>The offspring of two retards. We were kicking ass and taking names. We were throwing rocks at dead cat's graves. We walked on rooftops, basked in moonlight. We found a few good things in our lives. The slightest touch of the softe

Panorama by s0hu, literature

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Panorama

I went out to the mountain again today. No rain this time. Guess it's becoming a special place for me.. Sat there watching the sun go down, looking out over the whole city. Huge beams of sunlight pouring through the clouds, the city and cars below, like so many little toys. It's kind of like stepping back from a painting and being able to take in the whole thing for the first time.. everything breaks down to simple shapes and color. I thought about my life in that way. How we tend to complicate the simplest matters, worry about the ones that mean the least. After looking at the valley below me, I could choose my life in one sente

Places.. by s0hu, literature

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Places..

I have always been amazed by how people travel all over the world.. to the strangest places.. the farthest shores, and then somehow return to thier homes. Their one little refuge carved out and designed just for them. WE ARE THE ANIMAL THAT BUILDS ITS OWN CAGE AND HIDES IN IT. Malls, factories, offices, friends homes, under bridges, behind bushes always to return to our designated slot in the world machine. I enjoy going to unusual places sometimes.. find inspiration in it. Some stranger's garage that was left open.. sleep there for a few hours. Under some bleachers at a dark highschool at 4AM. A long sewage drain 10 feet under a co

Mad Filter by s0hu, literature

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Mad Filter

I open my eyes.. I'm standing over the kitchen sink I don't know how I got here All I can see are my memories of friends and loved ones The sink is full of dirty cups and dishes I can feel the ache of working for days on end There is a knife on the tile counter next to the sink Now I am three feet away in the corner of the kitchen The victories won all throughout my life The laughing and smiles The cold metal blade across my neck The pain and the tears My vision goes crimson Scorching summer days pouring down over my body Frigid winter nights chilling my flesh So cold it burns.. that foot left outside the blanket Nausea runs u

Cure by s0hu, literature

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Cure

Do we need a cure? Maybe we can just quit.. just forget what you do. Forget the people you know. Not suicide.. just, walking away from your whole life. NOW. Why not? Because they love you? Because you love them? Are you afraid to be alone? Hm, you won't get the money and the car and the spouse and the house? The fufillment of following through a lifes worth of hard work doing the single job you've chosen to specialize at? Why can't we just get up and disappear one day. What do you do when everything that you know means nothing? Keep trying to grab onto this one reason to live. Keep trying to understand a dream I know has

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Cure by s0hu, literature

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Cure

Mad Filter by s0hu, literature

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Mad Filter

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Panorama by s0hu, literature

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A Tribute to Us

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Dreams 101

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Urban Confessions IV by malicent, literature

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Urban Confessions IV

Urban Confessions IV Even on these streets behind these walls there lives an urban aphrodite She's a supreme being, in true female form, kicks like a hallucinogen Deep in the South far from this aphrodite lives a legend like the magic of ancient medicine Both with different dominions and different states of broken deceit personal baptism Lost to confess the crimes they never did but both felt woes of capitalism It's a modern day art of love the tension feiry compassion that rendered it absolute Trembling with non-fears but the aftermath of the birth of giving trust Too many hands and body caressed But so little true love making to a

Urban Confessions II by malicent, literature

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Urban Confessions II

Urban Confessions II It's here again, this pumping bloodline, of starry-eyed connoisseurs It's feeling again, this hoodie and this hand, attacking some fallacious pedigrees She can never see again, though he will hit again That fucker will never leave again, avoiding more loss That loser will lose again because he avoided the cost And eighteen year old girls and boys With verbal triumphs and yet fists are still raised And more eighteen year old girls and boys Make love like how they use to Make war like how we still do Who made slam poetry or was that just a madman's passtime Who made the first verse the first rhythmic pattern

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A Tribute to Us by s0hu, literature

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Current Residence: Fremont, CA

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s0hu

Sep 2, 2004

Yaaawwwwnnn

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Okay, so.. today was the first day. Mediocre as expect; what else is new? So using the bootleg directions I copied off the laptop, I drove myself to the ROP center. And what do you know, the first girl sitting in there.. gorgeous! :faint: So far I know she goes to Newark High, Senior.. =x Wait, they all look like seniors. I'm the only guy in MEDICAL ASSISTING, in a class of like 35 chics! All pretty good looking too. ;D Talk about your cup of morning coffee to start the day! So.. After ROP, I drive to IHS. I sit in front of my car, and take a stroll through the halls waiting for the bell to ring. A little time afterwards, I ask some random

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s0hu

Aug 31, 2004

And for the Twelfth Time

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:shakefist: It begins tomorrow! My last year of High School! So, I'm sitting here, chin resting on palm.. looking up at pictures of friends on my walls. I wonder what' going to be different this year. What's going to change. Enough chit chat. Here are my classes: 1-2 Certified Nurse Assistant ROP 3    Culinary Arts 4    Mandarin 3 5    Human English 12 6    Human Gov/Econ. 12 So, my schedule is interesting this year. I'm not too sure about m electives, and what the fuck is this "human" shit? My friends got the same classes, without the "human". Well, I know it has to do with me being in AP last year, and totally bombing the 2nd semest

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s0hu

Aug 29, 2004

Thinking Ahead

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After a fun day of doing nothing but getting bombarded with IM's from more people I left behind, I have now come to the conclusion at 2am in the morning, that I have officially been bored. I'm gettinf pretty annoyed at this point, not having the cable link for the digital camera. After thinking about it, I want to change my elective out of Mandarin to Photography. If I get it, I'll have a better rational excuse to buy a nice 'professional' novice camera. In that course I'd learn all the essentials and basics, as well as developing things from negative filmstrips. All I have to do it read up more on photography and the equipment. So.. yeah,

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COME BACK ON D:<

just saying a hello n that i care n hope u have a great day

love,
mal

I remember you.

Hey, thanks for dropping by my page. I see you're a local! I'd check out your page but I think I'm about to pass out. Yell at me and remind me to come back later and say hi.

s0hu

Feb 9, 2005

Hey! Thank you so much! That piece is really something.. We should set aside some time and collaborate a new piece!

malicent

Feb 8, 2005

i dedicate this to you , thank you! --> [link]

malicent

Jan 28, 2005

I just selected you as Featured Writer on my journal. You better feel flattered cos i dont normally like people's writings. Oh and that avatar of Kaoru...when I first saw him on NGE i started thinkin bout him everyday...

love,
malicent